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awake.

Wed Nov 8, 2006, 4:47 AM
bleeding blue.

the weather has been impossibly perfect for swimming the last few days; a solitude i enjoy in the face of the oncoming winter. they've cut the long grasses along the fence, although i do not recall seeing the stalks falter, fade. leaves curl in spiderwebs slung from tree to brush to iron bar. we sleep with the window open at night, and night falls surprisingly fast. time slows in the dark; each time i wake, i look to the clock and expect morning, and the long night hours ahead are not the relief or promise of restful sleep that they would normally be. there is an aching in the hollow of my hips tonight that keeps me awake and thinking of warm, lighted waters and the soft hum of breath in my ears, the slight drag between the fingers and the suspension of weight that brings everything, briefly, back into balance.

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The past we seek
Some certainty
The seasons we remember
The light of May, and darkest days--
The month we call November
To leave behind
The wasted time
And every bad decision...
and harder still
What force of will
To feel we are forgiven
But something stays
So who am I to say
There's nothing more between us?
And I don't know the reasons
Nothing's clear, I've
Come to no conclusions
Said and done
Is it all said and done?
So here we are
Not very far
From when we said
Forever
And all we have,
This restless past--
The month we call
November (--November, Duncan Sheik)


  • Mood: Tired
  • Listening to: november -- duncan sheik
  • Watching: eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

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  • Current Residence: Monterey, CA
  • Print preference: matte
  • Favourite movie: too many to choose
  • Favourite band or musician: David Gray
  • Favourite artist: Bill Viola, psynobi9, welder, frail
  • Favourite poet or writer: Alan Lightman, Garrett Hongo, W.S. Merwin
  • Favourite photographer: my dad
  • Operating System: XP
  • MP3 player of choice: Winamp
  • Wallpaper of choice: anything by psynobi9 or frail
  • Favourite game: katamari damacy, god of war, psychonauts
  • Favourite cartoon character: stitch(!), and buttercup (of powerpuff girls fame!)
  • Personal Quote: blood is just cells and water.
  • Tools of the Trade: mechanical pencil, paper, eraser, wacom tablet

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:iconalphaosiris:
The more I hear from you, the more I appreciate your acquaintance.

:)

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Behold, the light that travels into space.
:iconthredd:
Personal Quote: blood is just cells and water.
..
thredd's response:
blood holds hand, thredd the needle slo:
[a song which will probably never be heard: by some unknown band with the initials AGC: called - blood kin.]
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i had originally written it for all of us/ you very specifically, and some others.
.....,xo.eternal

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~sigh
:iconbnlake:
I know nothing better than the gift of friends and there's never a word strong enough to thank you for caring like you do!

Thank you my love!

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Your lack of planning does not constitute and emergency on my part
:iconalphaosiris:
I think you just scored multiple awards, including the coolest, most intricate, and craftiest Christmas card ever. Thank you so much. I was going to send you one earlier, but had lost your address. Now I can!

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Behold, the light that travels into space.
:iconpheniel:
ACCESS TO DIRECTORY
DO WANT
:iconthredd:
lantern:
i've been away.
,,
xtra parranoid
.
not fer any paerticular reason
.
miss u

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~sigh
:iconalphaosiris:
I need to play Katamari someday soon.

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Behold, the light that travels into space.
:iconredstarr:
you're welcome, dear. it's easy to fav when you're producing such lovely work.


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