bleeding blue.
the weather has been impossibly perfect for swimming the last few days; a solitude i enjoy in the face of the oncoming winter. they've cut the long grasses along the fence, although i do not recall seeing the stalks falter, fade. leaves curl in spiderwebs slung from tree to brush to iron bar. we sleep with the window open at night, and night falls surprisingly fast. time slows in the dark; each time i wake, i look to the clock and expect morning, and the long night hours ahead are not the relief or promise of restful sleep that they would normally be. there is an aching in the hollow of my hips tonight that keeps me awake and thinking of warm, lighted waters and the soft hum of breath in my ears, the slight drag between the fingers and the suspension of weight that brings everything, briefly, back into balance.
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The past we seek
Some certainty
The seasons we remember
The light of May, and darkest days--
The month we call November
To leave behind
The wasted time
And every bad decision...
and harder still
What force of will
To feel we are forgiven
But something stays
So who am I to say
There's nothing more between us?
And I don't know the reasons
Nothing's clear, I've
Come to no conclusions
Said and done
Is it all said and done?
So here we are
Not very far
From when we said
Forever
And all we have,
This restless past--
The month we call
November (--November, Duncan Sheik)
Devious Comments
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Saturn, here we come.
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thredd's response:
blood holds hand, thredd the needle slo:
[a song which will probably never be heard: by some unknown band with the initials AGC: called - blood kin.]
.
i had originally written it for all of us/ you very specifically, and some others.
.....,xo.eternal
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~sigh
Thank you my love!
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Your lack of planning does not constitute and emergency on my part
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Saturn, here we come.
DO WANT
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Violetstranger.com
i've been away.
,,
xtra parranoid
.
not fer any paerticular reason
.
miss u
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~sigh
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Saturn, here we come.
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~sigh
You'll make it.
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My Music
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~sigh
Best wishes for 2007
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Welder Studios Photography
-Nickoy
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Remember, concentrate on the moment. Feel, don't think. Trust your instincts. -- Qui-Gon Jinn, Star Wars: The Phantom Menace
<3
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"And now I see with eye serene, the very pulse of the Machine." -William Wordsworth
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Hello, all. I don't know what to say here, though I will be somewhat boastful, and ask you to please check out my gallery. You just might find something you like! Still, I will not post a link- as I will assure you, it's completely voluntary to look at it
thanks!
I have a big bruise too. I usually have several of them. And the worst part is, I rarely know where they're from.
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[your mom's false advertising]
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"And now I see with eye serene, the very pulse of the Machine." -William Wordsworth
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"And now I see with eye serene, the very pulse of the Machine." -William Wordsworth
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i hope it is ok
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